My moody day

hi!
so today there was no school-my school is already out for summer
it's pretty cool
so anyways this morning I went to the orthodontist to get my braces tightened-it really hurt!
After that I went home. My mom had work, and she asked me and my brother not to sit in front of the computer all day. We didn't. We played at the park some, and I baked chocolate chip cookies. They're actually chocolate chip lumps, since my brother is gluten-sensitive, and they turning all weird and smushy. They're really good though

When my mom got home we ate lunch and planted stuff in the garden. Our garden looks pretty good now-and the flowers we planted a few weeks ago are "taking root" and growing.

after that I had choir, which was not very good
first of all Tobey and Casey weren't there, which was annoying, because there are kinda two groups at choir. Mira, Christina, Jaya and Ezra, and then everyone else. So usually me and Tobey chat and we also kinda talk to everyone else and to Jamie(who I think Jaya has a crush on again)

but today Tobey and Casey weren't there. Neither was David, or Natasha. Basically, me, Jamie, and Jaya were the only older sopranos. And we're singing all new songs
so Jaya decided that she was sick, which just made things worse-also because I'm sick. I got sick at this birthday party I went to on saturday-it was at family friend of our's house, and I didn't bring a jacket. I got a cold and have been coughing a ton
anyways, we had to sing a G. So at first i couldn't hit it, because I have a sore throat. So then Jaya starts telling me that I suck and that I'm horrible and stuff like that-just in a matter-of-fact tone that she does sometimes. It's really annoying, because I couldn't claim that she actually meant it-but it was obvious(to me) she did.
and then to top things off, our choir director started yelling at me for talking to Jaya.

oh, and to top that off, there's another thing. I usually get a ride home with Jaya and Christina on tuesdays. Today, my mom could pick me up and wanted me to ask if she should
lucky I did, because turns out Christina and Jaya were walking somewhere together, not going home like usual. They, of course, didn't bother to tell me this...

so i'm not feeling super upbeat right now. My mood is bad

so cheer me up! post comments or something

-Eliza

Hi!

hi
i haven't posted in a while...sorry about that
not much has been going on lately-I had some family drama but thats pretty much it

it happened yesterday. My mom was yelling at me and my brother for a while-she gets like that sometimes. One day she's all nice and "I'm not gonna bother you about homework" and the next she freaks out at me because I didn't finish my essay. It alternates all the time-to the point where me and my brother don't even take it seriously. So yesterday was one of the times where she was yelling, and my brother was going a long with her. When she's on his side, he goes along and they just tell me how horrible i am until I just want to do something horrible to them back. I try not to hit my brother-the best thing I could hurt them with would be hurting myself. I've tried not eating but every time something comes along and convinces me that it's ok and that I shouldn't hurt my family-and then I stop, until the next time my mom pisses me off.
Anyways, my mom was yelling and screaming and I finally just ran out of the room and let my brother talk(one nice thing about him is that he goes on and on just like my mom-it kept her occupied)while i grabbed my wallet, phone, and book i'm reading for school. I just walked out of the house
I ended up walking to this cafe near my house-and I called my dad. I was pissed at my mom and my brother(not so much my brother) but I figured there was no reason for them to freak out-I just felt like I needed to think and be alone without them screaming at me for a bit
so I read my book at the cafe, and then I had to walk back home, since my mom didn't want to come and get me(isn't there a selena gomez song like that(come and get it)?). So then I sat down and did my homework like a good girl, which i guess i am. I'm kinda one of those spoiled jewish american princesses. Ugh.

Apart from that, Mira and I are kind of in a fight. I'm not sure exactly why but it has to do with a sleepover she wanted to host, and something else. I can't write what the something else is, since I know my friends Casey and Tobey read this blog, and I promised Mira I wouldn't tell

my dad's home-bye!