Hi!

hi
i haven't posted in a while...sorry about that
not much has been going on lately-I had some family drama but thats pretty much it

it happened yesterday. My mom was yelling at me and my brother for a while-she gets like that sometimes. One day she's all nice and "I'm not gonna bother you about homework" and the next she freaks out at me because I didn't finish my essay. It alternates all the time-to the point where me and my brother don't even take it seriously. So yesterday was one of the times where she was yelling, and my brother was going a long with her. When she's on his side, he goes along and they just tell me how horrible i am until I just want to do something horrible to them back. I try not to hit my brother-the best thing I could hurt them with would be hurting myself. I've tried not eating but every time something comes along and convinces me that it's ok and that I shouldn't hurt my family-and then I stop, until the next time my mom pisses me off.
Anyways, my mom was yelling and screaming and I finally just ran out of the room and let my brother talk(one nice thing about him is that he goes on and on just like my mom-it kept her occupied)while i grabbed my wallet, phone, and book i'm reading for school. I just walked out of the house
I ended up walking to this cafe near my house-and I called my dad. I was pissed at my mom and my brother(not so much my brother) but I figured there was no reason for them to freak out-I just felt like I needed to think and be alone without them screaming at me for a bit
so I read my book at the cafe, and then I had to walk back home, since my mom didn't want to come and get me(isn't there a selena gomez song like that(come and get it)?). So then I sat down and did my homework like a good girl, which i guess i am. I'm kinda one of those spoiled jewish american princesses. Ugh.

Apart from that, Mira and I are kind of in a fight. I'm not sure exactly why but it has to do with a sleepover she wanted to host, and something else. I can't write what the something else is, since I know my friends Casey and Tobey read this blog, and I promised Mira I wouldn't tell

my dad's home-bye!